Your 17 and Pregnant, well done, well fucking done…
December 2011
87 posts
Im full of alot of self doubt at the moment...
I ask myself alot of questions.
- Am i ever going to be normal
- have a normal life
- normal family
- normal looks
- just normal
- how does lindsay find me attractive
- how does any one?
- what am i going to do
- am i smart enough for uni
- am i good enough to be a radio presenter
- why do people hate me
- why do people forget about me
- forget that im next to them
- forget im just here
- is it because i dont stand out
- do i look funny
- do i dress wierd
- is my hair to plain
- why cant i see what lindsay sees in me
- how will i be a good parent
- how will i be a role model
- how will any look up to me
- admire me
- be greatful of me
- why dont i look like her
- have her flawless skin
- her slim figure
- her hair
- why cant i be strong
- why do i alway feel like i need someone
- why does lindsay choose me im nothing special
- is this all just in my head, i just need lindsay right now to hug me kiss me tell me im beautiful hold me some more and take this all away, i really miss him, i feel like i am nothing with out him by my side.
Dear Taylah
No point crying over dead sea monkeys!
My Sea Monkeys Disapeared :\ :(
I want to ask him out but I don’t want him to think
“I feel sorry for her, I’ll go out with her.”
or
“I can’t say no to her, I’ll feel bad.”
or
“This is going to suck.”I just want to stop thinking.
Do it, you wont regret it! i know youll be better then his ex :)
soooooo dooooo ittt now!
Even if I was going to do it, I can’t contact him right now. He’s not on MSN and he never replies to texts.
Who’s his ex?
Do it sooooonnn! its going to be reallllllllllllyyyy cute!
Ahh it was danielle gannaway
I want to ask him out but I don’t want him to think
“I feel sorry for her, I’ll go out with her.”
or
“I can’t say no to her, I’ll feel bad.”
or
“This is going to suck.”I just want to stop thinking.
Do it, you wont regret it! i know youll be better then his ex :)
soooooo dooooo ittt now!
i was joking don't worry hahaha.
Joking about what?
TV QUIZ
Television Quiz.
List your five favorite TV shows in no particular order.
1. Misfits.
2. American Horror Story.
3. Criminal Minds.
4. United States of Tara.
5. Skins.
Who is your favorite character in 2?
Tate :)
Who is your least favorite character in 1?
I use to dis like Alisha but i like her now, so umm the none .
What is your favorite episode of 4?
series 2 final.
What is your favorite season of 5?
Second.
What is your favorite relationship in 3?
I love morgans and Garcia.
Your least favorite relationship in 2?
Hayden and Ben.
How long have you watched 1?
Since 2009 .
How did you become interested in 3?
Was on Telly.
Who is your favorite actor in 4?
Toni Collete <3.
Which show do you prefer? 1, 2, or 5?
Tied for misfits and american horror but probs AHS.
Which show have you seen more episodes of? 1 or 3?
Umm its hard to say ive seen all the episodes of all of them!
If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?
Umm no one :).
How would you kill off your favorite character in 5?
Effy, would die by finding out that Freddies dead so she wants to be with him so she overdoses
Would a 3/4 cross over work?
It could, not sure if its be that good.
Pair two characters in 1 that would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple.
Kelly and Rudy.
Over all, which show has a better cast? 3 or 5?
3. unless you go with the first generation of Skins :)
When your friend leaves the room...
And you see their food sitting there, and your like….
And they come back into the room and they’re like…
And you just look up at them like…
Perth trip
Today was a good day, it was fine till certain people annoyed me on the bes! but fine with Lindsay he is the most protective(in good way) sweet caring guy! so i feel asleep on him on the way up! Today i went to carousel and didnt even buy myself anything nothing! made me sad. I went into Ally coz i love there dress but ever dress i liked a couldnt find my size it was all 8 or 6s which upset me more then it should. i felt really fat and bad about the way i look. i hated to look at myself coz ill i could see were my lumps and bumps. all because hey had none of my sizes which isnt that big a 14 does me! but yeah lindsay made me feel better about myself like he usually does. then i went and bought all my other pressies, like ;
Grandma: Scales and book stand
Chelsea: watch purse pen set and earrings
Friends: Jewellery
I ended up looking at most jewellery shops with lindsay to see if they had anything i like for lindsay to buy me :) But didnt end up finding anything i really liked! so i gots a new straighter and curls which i needed mines not to safe. Then lindsay was being a pain and not telling me what he wanted to we went looking, he come across speakers set he like but yeah didnt want to me to buy it because it was expensive but i did anyway :) Then it was time to go home i felt thirsty so i went and got a bottle of water, after that i felt like shit i had heat stoke.. but lindsay was there he looked after me like a good lindsay i really do love him more than anything! and that was the trip
Really looking forward til tomorrow with Lindsay Skye and Amy! I’m am stoked to go but I can’t sleep :/
What a heartbreaking final of Misfits series 3 :'(
It did bring a tear to my eye
Johnny and Mine Story we are writing together, Part 1
I know it may be lame and you dont like it but hey you get that!
The morning bloomed with the wonderful scents of spring, flowers budded beautifully and the sun shone brightly. She opened her eyes gentley and sat up with grace, pulling her blankets from her warm body. She lifted herself from her bed and wiped her eyes of crust as she walked to her wardrobe.
As she open her wardrobe, she thought to herself about what she was going o do today but her thoughts were interrupted. ” grace grace come down here” yelled her mother from down stairs. ” good god what does this women want ” grace whisper under her breathe as she ran down the stair. Just to find her mother fallen down and laying on the floor
As Grace dashed to her mothers side ignoring the mess that covered the living space, she crouched beside the old women trying not to let shock take over her limbs and mind. She noitced blood pooling around her body, her mothers eyes were wide open and almost empty. Pain could be seen in her face and tremmors were causing her legs to shake, her mouth was ajar and she looked at Grace seeing her with loving pain filled eyes.
Her mum pulled her down witht he last strenght she had, and whisper in her ear ” Grace, oh my darling grace your so beautiful, you can do anything you want to do but dont let them take you, bring you down or anything, im sorry Grace, I love you, i always have”. grace held her mum as she took her last breath. grace didnt know what to say her a million quesstions running through her head. she looked down at her my now stone cold, pale and lifeless. grace stood up and ran up stairs.She jump on ripped her bag from.under her bed and started chucking clothes into the bag til she couldn’t fit and more. She grabbed the bag and ran down stairs she didn’t know what to do how to cope she just wanted out. when she got to the kitchen seeing her mum she looked at her walked over and as a tear running down her she closes her eyes and get a rug to lay over her. Slowly Lilly the rug up she noticed her nuns necklace she pulls it off and places it on herself. She gives her mum one last kiss on her head and whispers I love you too. Then finally laying the rug over her head and heading towards the door
The morning air seemed to be filled with something ominous as she drew in the wave that blew past her, when she flung open the front door. She took two steps at a time as she hopped down the front steps trying not to lose her feat. Grace felt a chill creep from her neck to her heart, the chill turned to a soothing warmth as it reached her heart, she stopped her brisk walk down the front garden path as she realised her necklace was glowing a dull violet. Grace stared at the cool soothing light for a moment in disbelief, rubbing her eyes she says aloud “Am I going crazy? What’s going on?”
She looked back at the house and saw a light glowing she run back inside, and there was a box she looked out it. the box had the same glow she looked for a key hole but couldnt find it! BANG BANG, she went up to the door and went to open it but couldnt open it something was holding her back! force of some sort she couldnt do it! she pears through the window and sees two big muscle guys in black suit. BANG BANG there doors goes again. Grace runs to the safe spot in her house, her mother was always paraniod something like this would happen. Grace stood there it seemed alot smaller in there to what she remembered when she was younger. BANG BANG bANG CRAAASHH grace looked out the hole and saw the door lying there. Shit she whispers under her breathe. The one of the guys walked closer to the hole she was looking out off. The next thing she knows is a hand over her mouth pulling her back…
Grace fell to the dirty garden bed holding her head, it rung with pain and her eyes stung with images, she closed them tightly. The pain subduded after a minute and she opened her weary eyes. Grace shut her eyes and re-opened them when she saw she was back outside “What’s going on?” she said aloud. Images ran through her head, ‘Wasn’t I inside?’ she asked herself, ‘Didn’t someone’- Grace shuddered as she remembered a strong hand pulling her from her ‘safe’ place. Pulling herself from the ground she dusted herself off and touched a finger to her Mothers necklace, it felt warm as it let out a small soothing buzzing noise.Grace felt calmed and painless as the buzzing slowly disapeared, she turned to the road, a black car was speeding down the road. Grace remembered a hand pulling her from the ‘safe’ place. “The box!” she yelled as she turned on her heels snatching up her bag. Grace ran up the stairs and entered the front room, she pulled open the old antique cabnet. As the cabnet door opened the box glowed a dull red and a buzzing noise radiated from the box. Grace went to reach for the box but the closer her hand got to the box the louder the buzzing got, each inch her hand drew closer, the box changed color. Grace’s neck became warm, then cold, then very hot. When Grace’s hand took hold off the box, the glowing red turned into a viabrant purple, it shone brightly and Grace squinted and put the box into her bag.
What on earth Graces says out loud as she drops her bag in the cabinet. Grace mind is completely blown she walks through to the kitchen. When grace reaches the sink, she feels a presence in the room so she turns around and is shocked to see her mother! “mum” graces says, but gets no response “mum is that you answer me!” she still get no response. Grace is now shaking she cant control it, she reaches for a glass out of the cupboard and pulls it out but the glass drops and smashes on the floor because she was shaking so much. Graces slowly bends over and to the sink and turns the tap on and forms a cup with her hands still shaking so much that it hardly hols any water, she splashes it on her face ” this cant be realy this cant be”. Then she feels a cold hand on her shoulder. ” grace there is something i need to tell you about a family ” Her mother says ” Grace sit down please there nothing to be scared of any more your mums back!” Grace slowly moves over to an empty chair ith the aid of her mother. ” gGrace i know you hve alot of questions but im going to try my best to explain. Our family isnt an ordering family actually there isnt many people like our family only a hand full actually is still around and living. Grace our family goes back to an old old coven, that can jump worlds, realitys paradoxes as you could say. Yes i did die i have died many times this would be my 5th time, but every time i die i get brought back into another paradox and no longer can go into the one that i was in.” Grace looked at her mother and stared she wanted to ask more thing more questions but couldnt all she could do was listern
